Unknown Writer's Diary #288

No, I'm not gonna convince you that you have to stay with me. I am not going to force you to choose me over anyone else or beg you to love me properly. I will let you do whatever your heart wants, no matter how painful it is to me. I will not convince you that I'm better than anyone else, and I will not ask you to make me happy. I'll let you treat me the way you always wanted to treat me, and it's because I want to see how much I mean to you. I'm already tired of waiting for you to act right. I'm already tired of waiting for the day that you will finally see my worth, value my feelings, and treat me with love and kindness. You see, I used to force things between us— fighting alone and asking you to do some things that could make me feel loved or important— are just some of the pitiful things that I've been doing for so long. I've seen enough, I've heard enough, and I've cried more than enough. I've learned to accept that some things will never change, like the way you treat me poorly.
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