I'm just waiting for that day when I wake up in my own safe place, feeling fine and refreshed, then make pancakes, drink coffee, read a book, and water my plants in my little balcony.

When I watch my comfort movie at night, look at the sky with happy eyes and then go to bed without a worry in the world.

And when I fill photo albums with blurry photos of many road trips, and be able to visit my favorite bakery and library often.

Things won’t be perfect, but I'll be at peace with myself and I'll be in love with life again.